On the Other Side of the Material World/Andrew the Apostle: “Be the Boundless Love!”
Andrew the Apostle:
“Be the Boundless Love!”
Quiet, tender and smooth surfaces of water, clear sky… I feel Andrew, His deep silence…
With great urgency, I suddenly realized, with my thoughts turning to all the people of the Earth, that here They are! — They — Great Divine Souls! None of these Greats have disappeared! They all are Living! They are living here and now!
I was overwhelmed with happiness and gratitude to God — for what I now know about this, standing here on the bank of the river, and got in touch with the so very real Apostle of Jesus — Andrew!
I suddenly felt… a little difficulty in breathing, and became an unusual state (of consciousness) in my body. I saw… the image of a man immersed in a deep peace… His face was framed with a light beard, and eyes — sky-blue! They were so beautiful, so vast, radiant!… I felt that already I myself see with his eyes…
Anna came up:
“Andrew is now connected with your body, He wants you to feel Him.”
I, with quiet joy, reported that this is already happening…
I was trying to strengthen the Mergence… I saw myself as — Him, Who was walking along the lane.
He is dipped into the depths of the Divine Light. And He Himself consisted of this Light. Not by words, but by emotions, I understood what He spoke to me:
“Plunge into this Light every time when the fuss of thoughts begins to take!”
Andrew shows how this can be done:
I feel myself as a big bell, inside of which I was. My head inside sets against its top. Having filled this bell with myself, I should then fall below, into the depth… Thoughts immediately stopped, inner peace enveloped — from head to toe…
Quiet and boundless inside — sky-blue Eyes of Andrew… Mergence with His boundless Spiritual Heart…
Again I begin to hear the verses. But this morning, I forget my notebook, and Anna at this time wrote something down in her own notebook. I decided, I would try to memorize these lines, but in a moment understood that it will not work. But the lines were very beautiful!… Anna raised her eyes to me. She walks with an outstretched notebook:
“I got the feeling that you need it.”
I nodded, saying that I need to write down the verses. We both laughed. Anna — in delight:
“This has not happened with me yet!”
As it turned out later, Andrew was dictating to both of us simultaneously. Here is what I heard:
Tender Hands are blowing
Into Love of the King of Heaven
From illusory dreams…
Love to all — boundless!
Depths — serene!
And — the joy of flight!
Andrew — Apostle Beloved and Desired
Is called by people, deceived and tortured…
But then I, unfortunately, did not hear anymore. I wanted to return the notebook to Anna, but she said that Andrew asked me to keep it with me for the time being. And then I realized that I should write down the meditation and experienced sensations.
Later, Anna read the words she heard from Andrew, while turned to me:
Words — are small,
They cannot contain all my Love!
My Love — is vast and tender!
And I — present My Love to you!
I am — here, with you!
And I will be close to you — forever!
Do not be afraid of encirclement
Where anger and derision reign!
I go along this Path — for centuries
Through the darkness —
Among human souls ugly, abnormal —
But those who hear Me and understand —
Will be with Me!
You — will be able to teach people to love!
Let us go! I — will be with you!
You — with Me — right now!